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The numbness is all-consuming.

My mind can't entirely pull the emotions for this situation.

It's like I'm fully conscious of everything happening, yet I cannot feel it.

It's agony.

I should smile at the morning sun.

I should cry for the world.

I should get angry when I need to.

I shouldn't feel so absent.

So alone.

So insane.

I don't understand

My mind is reeling with the realization that apathy is pulling me deeper.

Deeper into a spiraling hole that will be nearly impossible to climb out of.

I will lose the friends I can't comfort.

I will lose the family I can't laugh with.

Leaving me alone with this all-consuming numbness

As apathy replaces everything.

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